Untitled 12

I use to think, to believe, that pain was the foundation

that happiness and flowers were a fairy tale;

Words I read on a page, that made no sense

trapping me in a whirlwind of pain.

As I grew and began to see the world anew

I realized your sickness, your disease

Alcohol, a vice to others

the voice whispering in your ear.

You hurt me, your inability to see

alcohol was your mistress but what the fuck about me?

Deadened to expectations, accepting only what I could see

my lip curls now in disdain, as I realize;

A man you were not, a father you could never be

a childhood destroyed,

never once an apology.

I spit on you,

your sacred memory.

I hope you burn in hell

accompanied by the demons

who damned you in life.

©Jay-lyn Doerksen

Aug 1/12

Captain Q

Poems From The Pirate In My Soul

Big Adventures Little Car

Get outside! Big adventures await!

motivationalcopingandhealingcom.wordpress.com/

Navigating Through Hardships Together

mentalnotes1

POETRY, RANDOM THOUGHTS AND STUFF LIKE THAT....

Books & Poems Coffee & Teas

poems,coffee,teas,stories,,beautiful images

Sunrise Today...

Beauty shall rise with the dawn from the East

The Norty Borderline

Living With BPD

Top Interest

Anything Fun Is What I Aim For.

Bridgette Tales

Everybody has a story. Here's a little of mine.

Ominous The Spirit

Learn more about an artist that makes music, paints, and creates photography.

coolpeppermint

memories and musings

The Hermit Poet's Ramblings

Poetry BLOG By Edge of Humanity Magazine

Scribbles 'n Bits

Original poetry, short stories, and other bits

sjbutlerphotography.wordpress.com/

Nature Photography & Fine Art, card & print making

utahan15

poetry and prose

THE PRODIGY OF IDEAS

This blog is a part of my inner world. Be careful to walk inside it.

mydangblog

Come for the laughs, stay for the lunacy

Ανθολογία-Anthology-Anthologie

Γιάννης Πιταροκοίλης: Παρουσίαση του συγγραφικού μου έργου (My personal writing/Mes œuvres littéraires

%d bloggers like this: