***Image via Cartoon Network found on Internet.
I am a bunny
hear me roar.
What?
You say that I cannot roar?
That I am too tiny and too cute?
Do you not see the fierceness
with which I protect my heart?
Do you not see
that I am the provider of my family?
I am a bunny
see me soar.
Why?
Why do you say I cannot soar?
That I am meant to stay rooted to the ground?
Do you not see the dreams
that I create within this harsh world?
Do you not understand the hope
that I watch each day unfurl with?
I am a bunny
tiny and cute
fierce and determined
ready to embrace
the differences that life will share.
©Jay-lyn Doerksen
Oct. 9/17
Without getting weird or whatever, I just wanted to thank you. Out of 120 something followers, you’re 1 while has shown concern for me. And I greatly appreciate that. I know I goof off a lot but just wanted to be serious for a minute. Thank you for always talking to me and I honestly feel like you’d be pretty sad if I left the blog or stayed away for a long time. Such concern is a rare thing. But I feel it coming from you. Thank you Jay-lyn. I really appreciate you!
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We are soul brother and sister. Thank you too. I am always here. Unless I am working. But will respond. 😘not weird
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Thank you J! I too believe we are more than just good friends. We’re pretty tight. I’d consider you familyish 🙂
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Me too…..me too 😊
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😝
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You do know yesterday when I was kidding about the thick tights I was talking about the fabric and not you being fat right? I think you thought I was calling you thick.
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Not at all and for me had I taken wrong way it wpuld have been thick like mutton head.
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Oh ok. I’m sure you look fine in tights. And if you were fat, I wouldn’t disown you.
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Glad to hear that. 😊
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Am I bothering you?
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No I am just sitting down. Had company.
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How did I know that
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You didn’t. You were worried I am reassuring you.
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Lol! One day you’re bound to get tired of me…
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Never!
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You worry too much. We are alike in that
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You don’t need to worry about me.
I really enjoy our similarities. I worry about some of your posts but I understand you.
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Don’t worry. I am in an incredibly happy place right now. My poetry as dark as it is is all creative. Nothing I am going through. Lol both of us had exact same first statement. We really are alike.
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I’m still gooder looking.
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For the male part. I am gooder looker for female side.
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I have to admit, I have a pretty sharp looking sister! Prettiest woman in Manitoba! But the only other female is a goat…..
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😂😂😂😂😂😂 You make it seem like I am the last woman of the North
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I know of 2 other women in Canada. One I talked to on a singles site many moons ago and a girl that followed my blog a couple weeks ago…
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Well single sites suck. We Canadians are special.
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She seemed very friendly… to guys she met in person.. but to me, she wouldn’t hold much of a conversation. Don’t know why she was even on the site. She didn’t have issues hooking up with guys…..
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Ach her loss dwell not brother o’mine
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Canadian Women are a bit weird… but this is true of all women…
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Oh I am so weird. I admit and accept it.
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I know… but! you’re the only Canadian who has befriended and made me a part of your life.
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You just do not know the right Canadians
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I think I know 1…….
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Me! Me! Me! 😃😃
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Yes’m! You!
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I win!
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For now…
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😂😂😂😂
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And that’s enough for me 🙂
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https://pin.it/hrgrw7hv2f6o3g
Those dimples make smart guys stupid… (me anyway..) and I don’t know why but that’s all over my Pinterest… 🤦♂️
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It’s not a dirty picture I wouldn’t do that…
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What???? I never said anything about dirty….
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I was reassuring you lol
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Bwahahahahahaha oh brother…….no need to reassure me……😏😂
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I’m sure you’ve seen worse 😏😁😆😆😆
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Oh yes
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I figured.
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I don’t judge you
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You had better not!
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Jay, I’m pretty sure we’re very much alike in more ways than 1…. there’s no way I can judge you..
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I’ve drank, drugs, porn addiction, went through many phases, many beliefs, philosophies, lots of stuff.. I’m an open book.. if you can live with me that’s all that matters.
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I drink. I am a proponent for marijuana. I have used for years to help with my depression. Oh yeah I am a depressive. Abused survivor. Darling we can sling our pasts back and forth…..we are so much alike. I am here for you. 😃
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I’m still 🤪 because of my childhood. Pretty dark time. Praise God He helped me through. I don’t do anything now, just gallons of coffee lol!
I believe you know I’m here for you too. Talk to me about anything. No matter how boring or weird or whatever.
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If you have slogged through back posts last year I had a well break down/remembrance/rebuild myself. My childhood not so great but now having faced it having forgiven myself I am happy. Genuinely happy with myself. With my life. And right back at you. Always here.
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I’ve read a lot of your blog. But don’t think I have read a quarter of it. I just went back this far to have a somewhat more private conversation.
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I understand. You could also email me. But yes this is more instant. I fell down and went Kaboom! Dec. 23/17. It was the day my real life started. It is the day that began my journey to now…
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I would email but… Kristian from Life Lessons and I became pretty good friends. I thought nothing about it we exchanged numbers. Told the wife about it and she went berserk…. so now I’m wary of any conversations outside the blog…
Talk to me, what led up to this?
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I was in a year long depression essentially….I was taking pills to numb out……took something like 30 pills and well was found out…..ended up at hospital…..I faced my past…..I forgave myself…..I accepted myself.
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I’m sorry 😕 I’m super glad you got up and reinvented yourself! I’m sure your son is too.
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Please do not be sorry. I needed to live this. Because I did I am who I am…
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I can understand!
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The biggest thing was forgiving myself. For talking about what happened. For accepting that my brain hides from me what it knows I cannot handle. Yet let’s me see some because she (brain) knows I can handle it. Weird I know
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No not weird. It makes sense! I understand you.
You can ask me anything.
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You ok?
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Yes I am awesome
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Just wondering you got quiet
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Sleeping lol
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That’s not allowed.
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I even slept in
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“John, I’m going to bed. Talk to you later!”
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I will remember for future so as to not worry you
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I just don’t think you really take your brother seriously…..
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I do I never thought it would bother you that I did not tell you I was dropping off
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And there I was… all alone…
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Ok now you are being dramatic 😝
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My sister said she’d always be there for me…
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You never mentioned an all nighter and am so here for you
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All nighters sound 😳😳😳 let’s say we goof off until we get sleepy
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As in studying for exams…..writing papers……talking because a friend needs it…..
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I knew that..
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Again I apologize 😢😢
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I’m picking on you!
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And I you silly
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I’m not silly….
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Ummmmmmm ok if you say so….
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I’m right
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Uh huh
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Don’t argue with me woman.
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Not arguing…..agreeing
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Smart woman!
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But of course
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Looks, intelligence, humor… some dude has got to jump on you!!
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Ah a little too crazy for most. And too independent.
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Crazy I still don’t know…. independent I highly respect
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Thank you. Our conversation produced an idea for poem .
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Awesome!!
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Now formulating the rest
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We’re like peanut butter and jelly
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Pancakes and syrup
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I’ll agree. You’re fluffy and I’m sweet
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Lol
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Rainbows and Leprechauns
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Chili and beans!
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Ummmmmmm no……..not got and farty
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I’m gaseous
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Ugh! 😫😫😫💨💨💨
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Lol! Tis true sister
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Clothes pins
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Like you don’t let a sneaky squeaker go every now and then…..
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A lady never tells
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Let me ask a lady…
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Ha ha ha found one yet?
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Ain’t nothing up here but you and the goat… hey goat, you know where a lady is up here??
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Ha ha did you suddenly teleport to here?
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Imagination Jay-lyn!! Just go with it!
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The goat sniifex
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You’re such a dork Doerksen….
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I am not……more of a goober
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Lol!!! We’ll say you’re a dork. Goober just remind me of male places lol!!
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Lol
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I respect you be
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Dork? You know what a dork is?
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Well crap….. 😆😆😆😆
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😂😂😂😂😂
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Oops.. umm yeah. LOL!
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Uhhhhhhhhh will have to find another one. Nerd. Geek.
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You wear glasses, nerd!
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Thar ya go
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Yes, much gooder 4-eyes..
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😂😂😂
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You sure do like baring yourself lol!!!
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I might be slightly exhibitionist
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I mean I can run around topless.. but nobody cares to see my funk.. you on the other hand……..
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I am stratigically covered 😁😁
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I just can’t have a sister running around showing her goodies off all the time. I don’t want to the guy with “that sister”…..
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Well damn I hate to break it to ya……but you are…..the brother with that weird ass sister……
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I’m moving out. I can’t handle this..
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Ok…….don’t forget though who picks up the chores you forget…..no one to do that if you move out.
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You’ll find another brother. Maybe one who’ll run around naked with ya. Me, I’m heading to the hills to live off the land, hunt, fish and trap.
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No I meant you are gonna have to do all your chores…..
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While you run around all indecent like, I’m the only one here doing anything!
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I think not Mr. Swooning for the Girls….
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What girls have I swooned? Please tell…
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That there woman you dragged out of her house….
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I don’t recall…
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Really? And that long line of women laying on main street?
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You must be under the influence of your left handed cigarettes sister….
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Lmao left handed cigarettes? Not insulted cause I am left handed….
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Oh really 🤔🤔😁
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Yes…..
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Me too….
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Another brother? No one can keep up like you can….
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Maybe this’ll learn ya to keep your clothes on. Keep running around free Willy like and you gonna bring something home and I ain’t doing it’s chores!!
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Why are you such a party pooper?
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I’m a decent upstanding citizen trying to keep the good family name!!
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Dude!
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Yes, I am a dude!
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Who cares what other think?
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I do! Maw and paw is spinning in their rocking chairs over you letting that beaver roam where it please!!
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😂😂😂😂😂 I am fricken speechless. I am crying from laughong so hard.
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🙂😊😁😆😆😆🤪🤪
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Smh I have nothing…..😂😂😂😂😂
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Now put some britches on and start acting like you got some sense!! Hear??
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I am left handed ain’t no sense here….just crafty creativeness……
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Ain’t no reason to be running around like that though! You don’t see me running like that!!
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Again……exhibitionist. Maw and paw knew…..
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Serious note for one second your wife knows you are talking with me right?
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She knows I talk to a lot of people on the blog.
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That is a rather evasive answer.
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She doesn’t know names. She knows I talk to females. And out of respect to her and the people I talk to, I try to stay clean. I’m not trying to raise eyebrows or cause anything.
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Ok just checking.
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I do feel bad for talking so much on here though. She works a lot and I can’t talk to her all the time like I would like to.
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I hope you do get talk time with her.
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It’s why I disappear sometimes. I talk so much with people on here I feel guilty for not talking to her. But I can’t that’s the thing. Little conversations here and there.
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When she is home? Does she work that much?
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A big part of the day
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Can’t tell you what to do. Carve out time? Does she bring work home too?
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No. I do spend as much time as I can though.
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That is good. You do listen right? 👂👂👂
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Yes, I do listen! I listen to everyone!
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I meant to your wife.
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Yes even my wife!
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Good
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Are you the Canadian that checks out my blog every day?
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Ummmmm yeah
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Just wondering! There’s another Canadian that follows my blog but she never posts much or comments…
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Ohhhhhhhh
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Don’t worry, she’s not sister material nor do I think she’d ever want to be..
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Well that is good I would hate to be booted
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I’m not looking to boot you. I have 2 sisters, you and Kristian. Between you 2 and a wife I’m in constant estrogen overload… I don’t need more..
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Bwahahahahahahaha
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Don’t evil laugh me..
You act like you really adopted me.. like you’re serious about our friendship… what kind of person are you?
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Ummmmmm hello……
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Hey J!
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Hey J back at you
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We’re both J’s!!
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We are!!!!
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It’s like we’re twins but you’re older.. I stayed in there longer cause I was kind of shy…
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Lmao you stayed in for a lot longer 😂😂😂
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I was shy!!
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That didn’t last long
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39 years at least…
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What are you doing?
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Not getting my notifications
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Mmhhmm.. you’ve got boys over…
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Nope. Sitting with feet up watching Netflix
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Uh huh…
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Boring I am.
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Not truthful…
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Tis true
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Tisn’t
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😝😝
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Now don’t be ugly….
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😂
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Ok… I’ll leave you with your “Netflix” 😉😁😏
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Lol I am so tired. Will prob fall asleep. Watching Yhe Highway Men
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Go to sleep. You gotta get up early. Feed the goat, slop the hogs, feed the chickens and milk the cow…
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Ummmmm no those are your chores……
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My chores are making sure you keep straight.
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I am…..
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😝
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I try to keep a clean conversation. Even though I do get particularly weird lol. I’m not trying to say anything that would offend her or you or anyone else.
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I just want to make sure she is aware. I think I will offend you first.
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We’ve been through this before. I know my limitations. And I respect them.
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Alright. I want to make sure. I do not want to disrespect anyone.
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You aren’t. Have I freaked you out?
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No not at all. You are married. I want to be respectful of that. You have not crossed anything or made me uncomfortable these are my morals.
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Awesome! And thank you! I try to stay clean but I do get overly weird at times. Since I know I make you laugh I could overdo it… Just know that I’m not trying to 😉😉 you.
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Omg ick….brother I know
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It’s why I prefer to stay on the blog. Email is a bit personal. Anyone can read our outrageous stuff here. And I’m ok with that!
I know I went back a ways for this, but my intention was to personally tell you thank you for being an awesome friend! You can delete all this if you want.
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Nope! You know why? Because people enjoy our sparring as siblings. They like reading and laughing. We provide a great public service. 😊
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I reckon lol!!!
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We do. I have received comments on it.
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Thank you for this though. Bringing it up. I guess we should talk more about it. Sounds dumb but I don’t always think about things like that. I just get into the thing of talking to friends. I don’t think about things like that. Guess I should..
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Well duh that is what big sister’s are for….to help you cover the bases that slip your mind.
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I just thought they were trouble really…
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Trouble and protection got your back no matter
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Huh?
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Big sisters duh
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Than that lol!!!
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