I am caught
between hopeful dreams
and bruising reality.
I weave a web of gossamer
light and fragile
delight and wonder
as I breath deeply of love.
I fall beneath the riptide
my breath sucked from my lungs
my eyes widening in desperation
as I lose the hope I held close.
This love
will it be my heaven or my hell?
Will finding the pieces of my heart again
and handing them to you;
be a comfort
or a cold regret?
My heart.
Fragile chrysalid
bound by your tender words.
Do not undo
the braided strands
for I cannot endure
not without you as my light.
©Jay-lyn Doerksen
Oct. 17/17