I have come so far
on feet of ice
and with heart
encased.
So tired of this burden.
I want to put it down
to rest for but a moment
before I continue forward.
I am afraid of you
afraid of what you offer.
For once before I sought comfort
only to be turned away.
How can you hold your hand out?
You know nothing of my past.
Nothing of pain,
the likes of which I carry.
I wish I could trust
I wish I could know
if what you offered
would melt my heart and soul?
I want to feel spring’s caress.
©Jay-lyn Doerksen
November 7/17