I have fallen
not at your feet
but within myself
and there is no going back.
Now
you are entwined with my past
the hurt
the pain that I feel.
I wish that it had not happened this way
I wish that I could still be yours
yet I know
there is no way
that I can submit to you again.
My way of saying good-bye
it was not right
I should have explained further
I should have explained it at all
there is no way of knowing
what monsters lay in my bed.
Memories that have been hidden
you brought to the forefront
the anguish
the pain
the darkness that enveloped
I curled within myself.
Screaming in my head.
I am sorry my love
I wish it could be different
we must walk away
while love is still everlasting.
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Jay-lyn Doerksen
July 26/17
Very nice, J-l
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Thank you so much. ☺
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Nicely penned Jay-lyn.
Has the pen turned up yet?
I have arranged with Britchy to send the pens to not arrive to her, and she will resend them internally from UNY to your locations direct. I will put them into the post this morning.
Rory
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They have not as of yet turned up
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Well l have emailed you this morning Jay-lyn – an hour ago l posted the next batch out to you and G/Ma, – going to USA via New York and then to be sent internally – l have proofed them, tracked them and everything l can do. See email. 🙂
Rory
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I just read thank you
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Let’s hope these one’s arrive 🙂 My theory, is that if they are in the internal US mail system, they should do.
Britchy got hers pretty quickly, so all going well, l hope you should have yours within 2 weeks of today 🙂
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Awesome thank you
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Don’t thank me yet lol! The good intention is there from my side, but we are now at the mercy of the mail personnel lol
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Lol 👮👮
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