So very well put. Made my heart ache as I was there at the beginning of the year and the emotions and feelings can still be a little raw.
They say it gets better with time
But I’ve been here for 18 years
They say just suck it up
But they dont know theres nothing left to pick up
They say it’s just a phase,
But I tell them im not the mother fucking moon.
They say I’ll heal,
But I’m not a cut bleeding from the skin,
I’m a heart shattered
A mind clattered
Force stopping and battered
They say just pushforward
But its hard when there’s a train pulling you backwards.
A time machine making you revisit the past
The past you tried so hard to burry
The past you threw into the ocean with a brick,
But that brick turned into a balloon
And floated right back into my life.
They say that i’m making it up
Even though their words hit me like a truck
They don’t know the pain i feel
The pain i…
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