Plain Jane 3-Conscious

***This is the continuation of:

Pretty Colors-Plain Jane

Pretty Colors 2-Badass Jane

Plain Jane 2-Return to Cell

Badass Jane 2-I am the Fire

As consciousness is regained

aware I become

that the front of me

is soaked in blood.

All around

lay various men.

Rearing back

horror

I realize

I know all of them.

Gagging

I choke on flesh in my throat

aghast

what have I done?

Was it really me?

Is this the work of Badass Jane?

Was she really this mephistophelian?

Will anyone even believe me?

Shades flit

outside the corner of my eyes

if I turn my head full on

skipping into the background

they fade.

Guns have been drawn

as if I would care

100 men

against my tiny frame.

I lay on my face

gorge rising

voices screaming

sharp prick

cognizance fading away.

Sept. 7/18

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