Massacre

I hate you.

Seriously hate you.

As I sit in my my car

weeping

screaming inside my head

for you to shut the fuck up!

I cannot take it

not much longer

why can I not be allowed

this happiness?

Why must you dig in

claws crooked

shredding

tearing

massacring

me?

Locked within these black walls

cavernous

lost

scared to move

tentative steps

hands stretched out

afraid of what is in front of me.

Freeze.

Hear the scrabble

tiny claws

skittering towards me

giggles

echo around me

nails on a chalkboard.

Surrounded

tiny imps

all wearing my face

pointing

ascending

digging beneath my skin

ripping at my heart

until

there is nothing left.

Just me

staring blankly at these four walls

entrapped in insanity.

November 14/18