Words.
Spoken.
Violent
vicious
inane
hurtful
slash my soul.
Are you looking to get out tonight?
I see you
see me
see that fucking reality?
You care not.
Believing
I will always crawl back.
I will not.
My tears
rubbed clear
you hate me
so it seems
when you look the other way.
Anger you feel?
Rage sears my thoughts.
I am better than she.
Fuck me.
Fuck her.
Fuck you.
Started from the bottom
flipping the finger
all came here.
Follow the flagstones
dripping droplets
liquid
crimson
shoulders shrugged
who understands
which one
which is it
which
path am I to follow?
Give
take
watch out baby
you
me
truth
love
we see….
does not matter.
Voices
unrepentant
unresponsive
all I know.
I make you….
feel
hurt
ache
make….
omg
what do I do?
How do I fake
feelings?
Love.
Desire.
Hate.
I hear the words.
I see the truth.
I feel the pain.
Tongue torn loose
words swallowed
I will not become that beast.
December 7/18
Picture is one of my own taken Summer 2017
Mixed emotions.
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Very much so. Sometimes I wonder if I should ignore the voice in my head but most times I let it ride.
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Depends on what those voices are saying.
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😂😂😂😂so far everyone is safe.
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🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
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❤❤❤
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Those are awful big hearts! Lots of love there!
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I “felt” every single word. You have such a beautiful way of weaving your story. I loved it 💕🙂❤️
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Thank you so much. I cannot even express how much your words mean to me. ☺❤❤
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You’re so welcome 💕🤣
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See? You totally made it work! 😂
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And it is a good one 😆😆
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Yes it is!
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❤❤
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Whoa Jay! ❤️
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Thank You?
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Always a pleasure!
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Was not sure a good thing.
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❤❤❤☺☺
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It is very well written. 💕
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Thank you
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😘😘
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