Beast

Words.

Spoken.

Violent

vicious

inane

hurtful

slash my soul.

Are you looking to get out tonight?

I see you

see me

see that fucking reality?

You care not.

Believing

I will always crawl back.

I will not.

My tears

rubbed clear

you hate me

so it seems

when you look the other way.

Anger you feel?

Rage sears my thoughts.

I am better than she.

Fuck me.

Fuck her.

Fuck you.

Started from the bottom

flipping the finger

all came here.

Follow the flagstones

dripping droplets

liquid

crimson

shoulders shrugged

who understands

which one

which is it

which

path am I to follow?

Give

take

watch out baby

you

me

truth

love

we see….

does not matter.

Voices

belligerent

unrepentant

unresponsive

all I know.

I make you….

feel

hurt

ache

make….

omg

what do I do?

How do I fake

feelings?

Love.

Desire.

Hate.

I hear the words.

I see the truth.

I feel the pain.

Tongue torn loose

words swallowed

I will not become that beast.

December 7/18

Picture is one of my own taken Summer 2017