Wanna Know?

Are we playing games?
I am sorry
I cannot let you go.
I try.
I shunt you from memories
from dreams
but still
you appear.
You break through
smell of oil
of grease
of tobacco
calms me
envelopes me
why can you not see
what I have to give.
Than I realize.
Not me.
You walked into a trap 
of your own
thinking I would wait
I can no longer hide
tears of burnt amber
you feel are your due
guess what darling
I have realized…..
I have made my resolutions……
would you not like to know?
January 1/19
Photo by John Mark Arnold on Unsplash

Author: Jay-lyn Doerksen

I am a single hard working mom in her 40's. I have always written poetry and I love words. I live with depression and its ups downs. This is a space where I can create and write all that I need to.

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