Untitled Relationship Poem #5

***This poem was written last year during Nov/Dec period. Reworked today***

I allowed it.

I allowed you

to maim me

to bite me

to shred my heart.

There was no breaking in two

it disintegrated.

pain unlike any…..

Any…..

Do you see that?

Any…..

I had felt before.

I stood beneath full moon

lashes glittering with tears

unable to comprehend

bewildered I am

for you seem to be blaming me?

It took a bit

but colors bleed true

slashes of fabric

please release me.

All told me

your actions

are louder than words.

Never thought it true.

You have proved me wrong.

I regret

having thought you were different

that you were…..

maybe Prince Charming…..

my own love story…..

when all you are is a farce.

I do not regret

having allowed you into my life

though you made me bleed

opened my heart

learned I could love

find the right partner again.

Too bad

So sad

Guess you have no one to blame.

Oh wait

Yes you do

Yourself

While I…..

I learn to be free.

January 30/19