Untitled Relationship Poem #7

Fuck you!

Slashing

slicing

violent words 

used to rip your soul apart

the way you ripped mine.

No guns

no fists 

no blades

vicious words 

spill from my mouth

looking to cut you away.

Trust has been blasted

no more base

not sure what I am going to do

you have hurt me so much.

I should have insisted

but your words 

your promises 

your voiws

lulled my suspicions.

Never again.

Grievous pain

firing through heart

brain

tired of the charge

I want to turn it off.

I want to numb myself

to this hurt inside.

Standing beneath the rushing water

deep breath

once in

twice out

it will be alright.

A fool am I 

love knows no bounds

not a love like this.

Rage

frothing

swelling

you should really run

’cause this woman 

went and got her gun.

 

Feb. 16/18