Untitled Word of the Day Poem #21

I was ready…..

ready to say

holy fuck

not only did you make my day

you made my year

my everything….

Asshole.

Forbidden

I have been

from allowing  you

back into my life

my segments…..

I was told no.

Not only my circle

rally around

there is another

showing me my worth

my destiny.

This could have been your quest.

But…..

well…..

 I was not good enough.

Is it really greener?

That grass

on the other side of the fence?

Is it really a brighter emerald??

Tell me true.

As you stand

barrier

simple fence

enough to cage a sheep

caught you in a trap

I thought you were smarter than that.

Was it worth it?

I am not like the others…..

Fuck no

talk …..

admit

talk ….

to me

seriously?

I can no longer bend.

Bow

I am done.

I loved you.

I love you,

I wanted to help.

I want to help.

I wanted to lessen your burden.

But…..

well……

Hi…..

Over here…..

good bye.

I….

I love you….

I speak words of disgrace

throw the synonyms

while your vowels penetrate

my skin.

Crimson tears

heart scarred

will I ever trust again?

 

Feb. 17/19