Tell me
is it easy?
To deny?
To look aside
from our love?
I know
not dreams
not fantasy
truth
neither of us had seen.
Welling
rage
tears
pain
fear
look in my eyes
tell me dear
that you love me not.
I wonder
am I ridiculous?
I will play
I will pet
call me when you will
I will come.
tail between my legs
biting my inner lip.
I need you
want you
love your so.
Where do we go?
What path do we take?
Tell me lover
tell me true
what the hell
is going on…..
between me and you?
Is this an act?
When you brush my hair back
look deep into my eyes
lips so close
I can feel breath
upon my neck
making me blush
tremble
weak at the knees.
I want to believe
we will be
as once we were
we shall be again.
In my heart
secrets caged
love I feel
so hard to let go
although…..
I pretend
I turn aside
crazy smile on my lips
yearnings I have
not to speak.
Fallen hard I have
desperate to let go
knowing
you have my heart
my love
forever more.
Feb. 25/19