A mockery made
taunting
bruising
tainting
any love
any desire
any passion
that I may have.
Fierce waves
pounding the sand
forlorn
I stand upon the pier
staring
tears carried away by the wind.
No one can hear me
screaming
raging
rending my hair
my clothes
as I appeal to anyone
to help me end this pain.
Never did I imagine
a greyness
so subtle
so permanent
so insidious
as the one enveloping me
bleeding me
could take hold
embrace me within its cold reach
patient to wait
for my pledge.
Frigid darkness
fighting no longer
allow the waves to batter
break my body upon the shore
as I give in once more
to those shadowy beings
feeding upon my soul.
March 13/19
Frightening to imagine.
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Thank you. It poured out of me this morning.
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It’s great 🙂
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😃😃
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Good morning!
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Good morning 🌞🌞🌞
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I won’t bug you today. Just hope you’re doing well.
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I am doing much better. Off to work soon.
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And you don’t bug
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Aggravate, annoy, pain in the butt, antagonize….
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Never
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😊😁😝
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😃😃😃😂😂
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No smiling and no laughing.
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Why?
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Sheriff John says so😝
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I don’ have to listen to Sheriff John-you forgot to feed the goat. 😂😂😂
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I’m talking to her right now…
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I said I don’t have to listen regarding laughing/smile I did not say I wouldn’t talk to you lol
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You told me to feed the goat, I told you I’m talking to her right now. 😝
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Ha ha ha ha silly 😃😃😂😂
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🐐🙋♀️😝
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Thank you for this.
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You are welcome. And thank you for reading and commenting. I appreciate it. 😊
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I have been so untrue to my emotions for a couple of months now. I always say to my friends and family that I’m okay when I’m really not.
Your work validates my emotions.
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Thank you. Never ever discount your emotions and reach out to those around you who are asking. They know something is wrong. It is hard to believe what people are saying when you are in the throes of pain but they want to help. Please let them. ❤
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I will try to tell them how I’m feeling. What scares me is that they might judge me or think of something else about my mental/emotional state.
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I would hope not. Never allow anyone to invalidate your feelings and self. What you are feeling is real. If they are unable to see or be there for you you may need to step back. It is hard. You can always write me.
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😊
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Reblogged this on johncoyote and commented:
Amazing poetry by a talented writer.
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Thank you.
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You are welcome my friend.
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I enjoyed this poem dear Poet.
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Thank you I am glad you did.
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I enjoyed your work today. I always do.
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