Ta Ta

A sigh of finality

letting this fantasy go

what was shared

gone forever more.

Tears well

shedding 

scattering 

prisms in my eyes

glancing down

heart breaking

I can no longer deny.

I stalk you

you stalk me

we know

we follow

we want to be.

In each others lives.

I wonder sometimes

if I am a fool?

If I read too much?

Old time romance

flowers at my feet

sweet words whispered in my ear

swept away

knocked to my knees.

Tick tock

I watch the clock

counting down

hours

minutes

seconds

admitting finally

to myself

you love me no more.

Tears sparkle

rainbow prisms on the wall

I forget…..

desperate to forget

what you showed me.

Love

desire

trust.

Why did you damage me such?

Why did I damage you?

I look up

you look down

dimwit

kneeling here.

I realize

you have said your good-byes.

I accept it now.

I bow my head

so none can see

fool that I am.

See not the tears

tremors of hands

lips curled down

forlorn

lost…..

 

Ta Ta 

hear the bells ring

death knell 

to our dream.

 

March !6/19