Untitled Word of the Day Poem #28

Did your heart even break?
Did tears
criss cross
score your cheeks
burning
salt tinged lips?
Did your lip quiver
when you realized no more
would I wait
would I be your toy
to play with?
Does the sunset
lack its luster
lack its glittering hue
for we are not together?
Is the sunrise
muted
colors blah
crimson the color of blood
the only one to bleed through?
Whenever…… 
Whenever I crawl free
escape your clutches
somehow
you recapture me
draw me in
submit to you I will.
Pain
heart sharp
pierces my core
to my dismay
forked tongue
lies…..
Fuck you buddy……
You are not allowed…..
You will not be allowed…..
To take me still
time has come
to sever the bonds
the ties that bind us.
Tis a lie…..
this one I tell
for love you…..
do I?
Do I not?
You will never know
’cause right now
I am telling you to fuck off.
April 5/19
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