Ka-booooooom!

***Please note this is not indicative to how I am feeling now. I am cursed (blessed)  living with depression. I have a wealth of emotions and feelings remembered.***

 

What do you see?

What I want you to…..

smiles

laughter

concern

advice

happiness

pretty picture painted.

All a lie.

Alone

giving into the voices

calling my name

threatening me

breaking free from the cage

I bound them in.

No longer sedated

shrill

sharp tones

ring through my head

pain

screaming

I will never forget.

Help me.

Horror

etched upon my face.

Tears

silent tracks drip drip.

Fear

curling inward fetal position.

Tired

can no longer move.

I give up.

No longer can I keep up

public facade

private reality

are about to collide.

©June 7/19

Picture via Pinterest