I cannot forgive.
I cannot
Oh my God….
I love you.
I need you.
I want you.
Why are you hidden from me?
It kills me
this heart wrenching pain.
How am I to forgive?
Warned I was
not to let you take advantage
and what did I do?
Played into your poker hand.
4 Aces…..
Hell cooled…..
I am with you.
Love.
Hate.
Fuck you.
How?
Why?
Tell me please…..
explain
bended knee
sneer ridden lips
pale contemplation.
Did you ever love me?
Or was this epic love story
a shiny fantasy?
©June 23/19
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The Wonderful and Wacky World of One Single Mom 
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I remember someone begging for my forgiveness and I was like “ha ha ha”. No way… no forgiveness! Your words reminded me of her. Thanks.. you’re awesome beyond words. 🌹👍💖💕🎈😜😍😎
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Thank you so much
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You’re so welcome. I love your soul that brings about such deep and beautiful words. 💖💕🌹👍😍😘
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I once had a relationship a little like this, moving away was the only way I could break it 🙂 Gnaws at the mind, love, hate, love, hate ….
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Thank you. 😊
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Love it!!! 🙂
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This is heart wrenching. Beautiful words. So descriptive. Leaves me wishing I could give you a hug.
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Thank you so much. For reading and for your words. 😊
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