I knew this would happen.
I told you this would happen.
You denied
promising me the world
promising me no fear
hold me close
chase the dream
I fall
trapped beneath your hand
unable to break free.
Unable to…..
my heart
I handed it over
with nary a fight
side long glance
long distance romance.
Called my baby girl
made my heart race
even if I never felt your touch
I felt your warm embrace.
Your voice
husky breath
rolls over me
quiver inside
and now…..
I feel erased.
Diminished .
You avowed
bended knee
pain
would never be felt
you have come to slay my dragons
to crown me queen
turning me to jester instead.
Lesson learned…..
again…..
how many times
must I take a sledgehammer
to this cracked heart of mine
to realize
that as sanguine as you be
worlds promised
promises broken
pain you brought to me.
©Nov. 20/19
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Hey sissy 🙂
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Hey you. Was thinking about you yesterday
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I’ve actually kinda sorta missed ya 😁
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Nah no one misses me I am an annoying gnat buzzing in your ear
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Nope. I missed you. And you’ve yet to annoy me.
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Ah you are sweet brother o’mine
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I’ll let you in on a secret, you’re one of an elite few that keep me from deleting the blog altogether. So you have worth!
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Thank you. I need to remember that
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If I’m good enough
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You are more then good enough I adopted you no? I would not adopt just anybody.
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Just wondering. It’s been a while. I’ve been silent and life goes on….
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I am horrible person. I know I need to be more proactive in our conversations. I know how it feels to be the one saying hi first. All the time.
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I figured you’re busy so I don’t think about it.
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I need to be a better sister
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I don’t judge you. I’m around if you ever need me.
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I know. I am turtling
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Fucking fantastic
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Thank you. It was a hard word to use. And my challenge to myself is to use the word in the poem itself. 🤓💜
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