Feelings
wrangled
caught
tossed aside
easier
to be non-feeling
to care not
than to accept…..
Abuse
wretched
damaging
turmoil wrought
turned my life to a nightmare
hiding
running
pain untold.
Addiction
ruination
addled
hidden from self
denial
rapt with lies
no matter how I try
caught in a vicious cycle
never able to end.
Recovery
light
happy
acknowledged
little girl lost
little girl found
learning to accept myself
learning to forgive myself
learning to be myself.
I know
but as the saying goes
better late then never.
Now…..
now I am loving my life
I am loving me
©Dec. 12/19
Picture is my own
She’s became something awesome!
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Thank you 🤓💜
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You’re welcome 😝
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I am liking this journey so much 🤗🤓💜
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I’m happy for you!🙂
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He he he he
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🤔
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Giggling
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Giggles??
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The he he he’ing lol because I am giddy and happy for me
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You’re always giddy🙄
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More so these days
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It’s so cute!!! 😁
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Lovely photo and great positivity in your words, keep smiling x
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Thank you so much. 🤓💜
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Beautiful photo and wonderful words my friend. I wish you a Merry Christmas and a safe/happy New year.
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Thank you very much. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you as well.
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You’re amazing 🖤❤
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Thank you. 🤓💜
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