Tears seep
gentle falling
you will never see
you will never know
I am not that woman
the one
who will not let you go.
I knew.
Other woman…..
I was.
Other woman…..
I would always be.
Does not stop…..
Heart from wanting.
Heart from caring.
Heart from loving you.
I had to change my notifications.
Every time
I received a message
thinking from you
excitement would rise
hope would spark
until I opened
disappointment reigns.
Not you.
Never you.
Why does this hurt so much?
You told me I was wonderful.
You told me I was great.
You told me…..
I was your happy place.
Then you told me good-bye.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
F……U…..C…..K Y…..O…..U…..
No more tears
will I waste
on memories
of you
and
me.
©Sept. 19/20
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