Untitled Dark Poem #4

Never guess
smile on my lips
light in my eyes
beneath it all
I weep
sorrow everlasting
not able to tell
not able to reach
time 
again
time
told everything is fine
one will believe
never seeing evidence
of cracks
within the soul
slathered over
tar
paper
hiding whipped child
hiding vicious lies
whispered 
again
again
while looking in mirror 
dead eyes staring back
mouth agape
no one 
sees
small child
entrapped
beating
screaming 
to be let out
to be taken out
to be cared for
not discarded in pain
shrieks abound
stifled by walls in own mind
walk slow shuffle
can you forgive me
can you forget
the little girl inside
she had to come out
she had to break free
she had to…..
consume me.
 
©Nov. 7/20
Picture via Pinterest

Author: Jay-lyn Doerksen

A single hard working mom of a soon to be teenage son. A poet and story teller I have wanted to write since I was a child. This space is where I share stories about myself and my life and the creative poetry that stirs my soul. My hope is you will pull up a chair and a cup of coffee delving into the world that I offer and you find simple enjoyment for a few moments. Welcome to The Wonderful & Wacky World of One Single Mom

8 thoughts on “Untitled Dark Poem #4”

      1. Well l have always loved it, and of the many genres of fiction l do enjoy, dark fiction has always been one … when l say dark, l mean dark 🙂

        You never fail me or my deviant desires awaiting to be fed .

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  1. I see your dark and painful muse is alive and well and kicking butt all over the place. This is a very powerful imagery piece, it creates a very dark place in my mind where I see this unfold. Thankfully I can also step back when it ends too. Beautifully crafted piece lil Sis. I stand in awe. 💖💖💖

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