Winter’s Delight

Light
snowflakes
tumble through air
lazy
lilting
never one to wander
in brutal winter’s frost
yet
romance
dances in the air.
Scented wood
crisp 
coyly
I glance at you
you smile at me
hold out your hand
take mine
pull me close
hand upon hip
smile
eyes lingering
on pouting lips.
Come in closer
soft sigh
as finally we kiss.
Hunger
burns
fingers tighten
moans 
soft
tips of tongues
giggle 
as you kiss tip of my nose.
Drawing close 
beneath your arm
seeking warmth
as hair is tucked
smile upon my lips
grin on yours
we quickly walk back
wanting to get home.
Fire built
lights dimmed
crackle
pop
eyes shine
breath inhaled
your hand 
caress
gentle curve of chin
fingers trail
through hair
as I whimper.
Throughout the night
passions found
spent
reignited
until 
sated
asleep I fall
held in your arms
one night
to last a life.
 
 
 
©Oct. 23/20
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Fucking Memories

Tears seep
gentle falling
you will never see
you will never know
I am not that woman
the one 
who will not let you go.
I knew.
Other woman…..
I was.
Other woman….. 
I would always be.
Does not stop…..
Heart from wanting.
Heart from caring.
Heart from loving you.
I had to change my notifications.
Every time 
I received a message
thinking from you 
excitement would rise 
hope would spark
until I opened 
disappointment reigns.
Not you.
Never you.
Why does this hurt so much?
You told me I was wonderful.
You told me I was great.
You told me….. 
I was your happy place.
Then you told me good-bye.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
F……U…..C…..K   Y…..O…..U…..
No more tears
will I waste 
on memories 
of you
and 
me.
 
©Sept. 19/20
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