Sacred Soul Emerging

I feel put together
patchwork pieces
loose threads binding
the outer shell
shown to the world
begins to fall
as I embrace
myself.
I feel myself splitting
from fearful
unsure
always questioning
third eye seeing
truth
loyalty
justice
love
all hidden
for I felt I fell short
of what?
Only I know
and I am not divulging that secret
not quite yet.
I am strength.
I am wisdom.
I am a woman.
No one will take from me…..
my being,
my heart,
my soul,
for I am a woman who knows….
my worth,
my dreams,
my needs,
my desires…..
nevermore shall they be buried
beneath shifting sandbars
but the foundation upon which I stand
reaching skyward
not looking down
not seeking approval
for this is my life
to live my way
in my truth
now and for always.
 
©July 4/22
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Doing Satan’s Work

I do not believe in god.
I do not believe that there is a superior being residing in the sky watching over mankind determining all their fates.
I do not believe that pastors, priests, all those who say that they have been touched by the hand of god.
If this were the case there would be a lot more kindness and humanity than what we see today.
I do not believe in god but I do believe in Satan because I can see evidence of his work everywhere.
I see it when politicians espouse division.
I see it when white people try to change the face of history because it paints them in a negative light.
I see it in a group of people who just determined that a woman did not have the right to her own body.
I see it in groups like the NRA that value guns over  the lives of children.
I see it in people like the politicians of Texas who turn on one another now like vicious wolverines to see who is going to survive this massive clusterfuck that they themselves have created regarding the Uvalde shooting.
I see it when  one group of politicians spend more time trying to gaslight their constituents regarding events that have taken place then they do in the actual job they were elected to do.
I see it in loud mouthed individuals who breath fake fire and are no more than little grasshoppers who have puffed up their importance and may find the winter coming cold and lean.
Were I a betting woman I would say that Hell already exists as a place on earth.
That Satan is in fact not one large red demon cracking the whip over the hordes.
He is each little segment of mankind that is evil.
Each tiny vicious thought.
Each vile threat.
Each little dirty piece that soils mankind’s soul, that is the essence of Satan settling in and taking up residence in the hearts and minds.
I find it very interesting that those who espouse that they are doing the work of god really are not.
They hoard wealth.
They crave power.
They twist and turn words written in a fairy tale book and use that to control millions of people worldwide.
And they are allowed to.
There is no god people.
But Satan is large as life and I watch the existence of his works daily.
Plays out across the headlines I get for the news.
Plays out across the news I see on t.v.
Plays out when people with reptilian brains are given more power and money than is good for them.
Plays out every second, of every hour, of every day, of every week, of every year.
But not every millennium.
Only in this enlightened era has Satan been able to so firmly set his hoofed feet and claw like hands into the people of the world.
On the giant chessboard of the world Satan has littered it with his people.
This God all look for is nowhere to be found.
I do not believe in god.
But I do see Satan every time I see evil take place and no one does a thing to stop it.
©July 3/22
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