Maddened Wishes

*** Please note that this poem is not indicative of how I feel.
How do they not see?
Broken I be-
cracks
up
down
head to the ground.
How do they not hear?
Wretched I be
screaming
voice taut; shrill
black vortex swirling
madness whirling
sanity
raveling; un so fast.
I cannot keep up.
Fingers grasping
ledge crumbling
losing battle
mouth open
eyes wide
tumbling-
fall to nothingness.
Weeping in failure
dreams lost
tides turn
neap
ebb
float away…..
star bright
star light…..
©Sept. 5/21
Picture is my own

Dark Celebration

Sing me a love song
Full of poison
In each hand
A blade 
Clasped
Deadly dance
One
Two 
Three
Kisses
From me
To you
Come in close
Whispered desire
Let my fingers
Flit across your skin
Burning
Brand of humiliation
Brand of debauchery
Marking you
Calling you out
For 
Pimps
For 
Monsters
They all will know
The devastation you wrought
Pyres burned
Screams of divorcing
Too late
To be forgiven
Fuck you
No longer worth…..
My attention.
©Feb. 19/21
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