Untitled Poem Daily Word #13

Let me lay
in your arms
one more time
before we say good-bye….
I promise
I won’t cry.
I long for you.
I compare others to you.
I am just a fool.
I watch the crowd pass before me
eyes searching
for the one who is not there.
I listen to the traffic outside my window
wishing it was you I could hear.
I know
(shoulder shrug)
you do not want me…..
damn maybe you do…..
we do not know
how to restart again.
There is no plan
no design
I would like to know
is there a possibility?
I suppose
if you did
(have a plan)
you would reach out
on bended knee
begging me please
not to walk away from you.
Alas
this fantasy I see
this love that I feel
is it the same for you?
I am so sorry.
I cry.
I shudder
sobs tearing through me.
I am on my knees
making you uncomfortable
because…..
I make you feel.
I make you miss
the love we shared.
Time….. 
slow moving
fast moving
ebbing away. 
I need to know
so I can finally let go
if it is never meant to be.
January 15/19

Fairy Tale

I do not understand.
You have changed me.
Changed my thoughts
my wants
my everything.
Pushing
pulling
encouraging
I have begun to dream
a dream that I never thought was meant for me.
You are no prince
I am definitely no princess.
Flawed
we flow together
melding of minds
emotions
understanding
at the basest level.
Not one of intellect
but
one based on…
souls calling to one another
bleeding
bare
laid their secrets.
Bodies fit together
made for each other
not a space between
as they lay
content
alive
in love.
When I was little
I had an idea of
fairy tale love.
As I grew 
I knew it was an illusion…
until 
I met you. 
Fairy Tales 
do exist for the broken.
November 16/18
Photo by Jackson Hendry on Unsplash
Big Adventures Little Car

I tell stories, some of which may or may not have anything to do with adventures or cars.

motivationalcopingandhealingcom.wordpress.com/

Navigating Through Hardships Together

mentalnotes1

POETRY, RANDOM THOUGHTS AND STUFF LIKE THAT....

Books & Poems Coffee & Teas

poems,coffee,teas,stories,,beautiful images

Sunrise Today...

Beauty shall rise with the dawn from the East

The Norty Borderline

Living With BPD

Top Interest

Anything Fun Is What I Aim For.

Bridgette Tales

Everybody has a story. Here's a little of mine.

Ominous The Spirit

Learn more about an artist that makes music, paints, and creates photography.

coolpeppermint

memories and musings

The Hermit Poet's Ramblings

Poetry BLOG By Edge of Humanity Magazine

Scribbles 'n Bits

Original poetry, short stories, and other bits

sjbutlerphotography.wordpress.com/

Nature Photography & Fine Art, card & print making

utahan15

poetry and prose

THE PRODIGY OF IDEAS

This blog is a part of my inner world. Be careful to walk inside it.

mydangblog

Come for the laughs, stay for the lunacy

Ανθολογία-Anthology-Anthologie

Γιάννης Πιταροκοίλης: Παρουσίαση του συγγραφικού μου έργου (My personal writing/Mes œuvres littéraires

%d bloggers like this: