Until Only I Remain

*** I am alright. My creativity for poetry seems to have returned. These are again my ability to recall those dark days of depression.
Pieces of me
siphoned off
shorn off
leaving
patchwork quilt
scars
broken dreams
lost within
a brewing mimosa
despair
pain
screams of
why?
What did I do?
When does it end?
Where does it end?
Never
the vile voice whispers
I will always remind
pathetic
stupid
no one loves you
until there will be nothing
there will be no one…..
but me.
Your bully’s voice
bringing to fruition all I predicted.
Shuddering in defeat
curled inward
that voice
shouting
screaming
blocking out all others
until he is right
all are gone but his voice
beating at me over and over and over
from within my own mind.
©Sept. 20/22

Presence No Longer Required

Walking

Searching

Lost within

The fog increasing

Stumbling along

Hands stretched out

Blinded

Fear

Revulsion

Shame

Words shouted

Inflicted

Searing past visible skin

Marking the soul beneath

Pressing

Ripping

Worming through

Wrapping around

Twining through

Bones

Insidious vine weeds

Trapping

Holding in place

A warped inner view.

Scythe in hand

Vicious slices

Wrenching

Tearing up the vile

Removing the nasty

Each vine struggling to hold on

As this Gardner

Plunders the vines of hell

The voices of the past

Silenced

Forever more.

No longer hating self

No longer repulsed

Standing free

New growth blooming

Flowers spreading

Life

Once more my own

No longer a part of your shit show.

©Sept. 18/22

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