Covid-19

I think that I am being sucked dry of my creativity. Not that there is not an abundance of ideas but they do not gel and I am so tired. The words are not there.

Covid-19. Who knew that it would change the world? Who knew it would change the way we live? Who knew?

Today for the first time in 5 weeks I was able to get a pack of toilet paper. And that is because a co-worker put aside for me. Thank goodness it is only me and Tember at home or else I would have been in trouble.

Appetite is hit and miss. I am stress drinking which I know is so unhealthy. So so unhealthy and there is no excuse other than……it is stress.

I am hoping that this week is just one of those weeks. I am hoping that as I do not have to get up in the morning no alarm set I can get my groove back.

Stay safe everyone.

🙂

Picture is my own

I Am…..

Lost in thought
dreams
slightly out of reach
gazing sightless
upon the things I wish……
time has come
let go of fairy tales
grow up
be responsible
voices crowing
deep inside
but 
whines the little girl
I do not want to let go
grow up
become boring
oh no!
Grow I did
put aside
childish fantasies
dolls a plenty
straighten the collar
romance
dead in the air…..
Time came
(with age comes wisdom
ha ha)
I realized
I knew
my dreams
more important than air
gasping
driven
starved
my creativity
reared
breaking free
from studded cell
admonishing me.
Awaken
my muse
or am I the conduit
for her? him? them?
I let fly
I let free
reign true
rule fair
I am a poet…..
I am a story teller…..
I am…..
whatever my imagination says I am.
©Feb. 20/20
Picture is my own