Endless Time

Hard

no explanation

no words

encompass

emotions fled

tears fall

voiceless

mouth moves

no one

never anyone

hears

caught up

caught behind

false life

pretending glories

mirrored falsities

one upon another

building

lives further

further from truth

further from sanity

further from…..

Sad

very 

very 

sad.

Wrapped

wet linens of melancholy

trapped

burgeoning fears

standing on the lip

bizarre mirage

flickering in the future

never

to be found…..

oasis lost.

Sad

truly

truly 

sad.

Wade the depths

sink slowly

beneath

blue waves

float

graceless

eyes wide

tears gather

stars wonder

last breath

time to say good bye

for this sad

it has climbed within

unable to find succor

I want it all to end.

©January 28/21

Picture is my own

Chaos

Chaos.

Beautiful colors

gold

mauve

crimson

dance around my arching body.

Weaving my fingers

colored trendles pulled near

I make a tether

a leash

to keep me close

to Chaos.

With Chaos

I find reason

I find understanding

I find truth.

With Chaos

I cry

I rage

I forgive.

Chaos

rainbow colors

twisting

tying

pulling me close.

A lover of color and light.

Sept. 29/18

Photo by Petra Brýdlová on Unsplash