Whispered Cravings

I felt…..
your words
caressing
demanding
calling forth
emotions
feelings
that I have never felt
ever
before.
I felt…..
your lips
tasting
sucking
everywhere
upon my thighs
my breasts
my tasty bits
feasted upon.
I felt…..
your tongue
lapping
surrounding
tracing a pattern
around my nipple
erect
screaming for release.
My body arches
bow tight
arrow release
screaming
begging…..
Daddy please
let me go….
moaning breaths
let me go….. 
gasping for air
Daddy please
can I cum for you?
I felt
that connection
that need
fed in you
fed in me
our connection
sparks in the night.
©March 25/20
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Word of the Day Challenge #94-Untitled Poem

Golden sunlight
spackled blue sky
dabs of white
clouds they are
shapes
each one a new design
look
a castle grows from that one
a diamond from another
giggles ring out.
Lips
soft
brush against mine
tongue flicks
your hand
reaches for my breast
my hardened nipple
and I gasp.
Sensations
wave
after wave
surround
encompass
burgeoning desire
slick wetness
fingers slide in.
Body shudders
corkscrew tight
hips bucking
play with me
hold me near
screaming
as I release.
Open my eyes
hazy with seduction
you are not hovering above
it was but a daydream
which gave me such delight.
March 22/20
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Word of the day Challenge #93-Untitled Poem

Shattered
blood red tears
rending at clothes
at hair
at skin
gouging
nails slicing
anything to stop the pain.
I never lied about what I wanted.
I never lied about what I expected.
I never lied about what I was feeling.
I never lied at all.
What you see
is what you get
no more
no less.
This woman
standing
naked before you
baring soul
bitter past
fragile
vulnerable
patchwork quilt
scars
taped together with experience.
I knew
heart bleeding
I knew how dangerous
voices
screaming
kicked into silence
this would be.
I built an illusion.
I built a fantasy.
I built……
but one memory
how you held me
when I bared my truth
my past
like no other man has done.
©March 16/20
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Best Served

Gently cup my cheek
thumb erases the tears
sad smile
I know
you know
it was never real.
Pain
raging
tearing me apart
my mistake
falling hard
should have listened
when warned.
Fantasies woven
tenderness given
hard not to feel
time to tamp it down
drown it down
lock it away
’cause I swear
I ain’t giving it away.
I am done with feeling shit.
I am done with feeling period.
They say
(I love the infamous they)
revenge is a dish best served cold
revenge is a life well lived
revenge is a lot of things…..
what I cling to as true
the day will come
when you realize……
I was the best you would ever have.
©March 15/20
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Submissive independence

Puny man
bow before me
humble yourself upon my alter
should you forsake me
know that you will find no reprieve.
I walk silently
in shadows
in dreams
I hold my head high
my heart higher
yet find myself kneeling before you.
Tender caress of your fingers
over smiling cheek
head down
hands
metaphorically bound
sat upon
never to move.
You have taken me
walking around
shuddering my body be
I hiss
pissed that you have this ability
this itch
that you made me feel.
Smile
sadistic
not really
smile
Daddy to babygirl
pressed against the wall
I cannot move
without your say
without your okay.
I lived for your command.
Silent
stand aside
whilst I walk by…..
stiletto heels
click-ity clack
burn your track
you were never worthy of me.

©March 11/20
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Futile Fiction

Building
slowly
passion
rage
two sides
same coin
times
where they are combined
raw feelings
making me undone.
Alone
reflective
heartache felt
minimized
tamped down
bitten fury
eyes ablaze
revenge plans laid
knowing
fantasies in the air
I would
could not
do any of those thoughts.
Helpful not at all
dark sins plot
never come to wrought
potent acrimony
face contorted
pain ripped through
for once more
I left my heart free.
©March 10/20
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Word of the Day Challenge #91-Untitled Poem

Badgered
promised
worn down
told
you were enough
you were the one
I had been waiting for
the one
who would hurt me no more.
Prophesied
spells cast
love runes scratched
fate waited
whispers across the seas
I knew
I could feel
you coming for me.
Bow before
on my knees
supplication
eyes adore.
I see you
really see you
beneath
bluster
contained rage
desire
want
a place to lay
weary head
tired body.
Daddy’s babygirl
my gift to you
spurned
repudiated
tears falling
pain crawling
trust gone…..
I have been left
alone
bereft
lowly creature
it is not I
who fucked up.
©March 9
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