The Goddess Within Me

Can you feel it?
Stealthy
wending
cold fingers pressing.
Given color
violent shades of grey and black
thunder storms that ride upon the heart
crackling thunder piercing the soul
falling to my knees
screaming at the skies
desperation making me weak.
Head back
eyes swallowed whole in blackness
shuddering
vile arms wrapping around
holding me still
as from broken mouth
roars
pours
agony upon agony
scar upon scar
violently shredding
tender aura
until no more can I take.
Now I lay me down to sleep
The Goddess my wisdom to keep.
Should I die ‘afore I wake
The Goddess my wisdom to take.
Withstood the storm
on my knees
on my stomach
hands clutching muddied earth
feeling the festering
boiling sadness
anger that borders on homicidal
reborn lamb
clutched within her dappled hand
found
no longer forgotten.
©Nov. 18/21
Picture found on Pinterest

Warrior Queen

I hear you.
Knocking on my door.
Black beast
gaping jaws
come to eat me. 
Awake
Must stay awake
for than 
the monster cannot get me
Right?
Awake I stay
Hidden from his gaze. 
Wait….
you are the monster.
reach into my brain
pull it out
wrench free 
emotions of any sorts.
Flip free
no longer in pain
wearing a Cheshire grin.
Slow dance
reel to reel
flames in my heart
broken 
shattered.
Fuck you.
I am done little boy.
I ain’t playing no games
I am a woman
I know my worth.
My worth is more to me
than your weight in gold.
I know who I am
I know what I want
I got lost
but now am back.
Warrior Queen
Renegade
I am the Godess.
Hopeful once more
of treasured dreams
lipstick love
baby doll schemes
anything I can dream of.
 
January 2/19
 
 
 
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