I realized I might think more like a guy when I mentally high fived my girl friend for getting birthday sex.
I have been working in Customer Service for 28 years. That is a long time to work with the public. I do not even know how I ended up in a career that deals with actually serving and talking to people on a daily basis, for 40+ hours a week. And it does not even stop there.
I live in a city of approximately 15,000 or so. It still has a small town feel to it, and the grocery store where I work is one of three. There are multiple times that I have been in doing my own grocery shopping, dressed in street clothes (as opposed to the uniform that graces my body all week long) and will be stopped in the aisles. And asked for help finding items. They all say the same thing ‘Oh I know that you are not working but it would save me time.’
Sure. Alright. I will smile and send you off in the right direction because it is the appropriate thing to do.
But I wonder what makes someone think that it is okay to ask me a question about work when I am clearly not working?
It is one thing when my staff do so, I understand and even applaud them for asking me questions when I am in shopping so we are all working from the same page. But customers? That would be like me expecting the gas attendant to pump my gas solely because he is there and it is his job. This, despite the fact that he is clearly putting gas into his own vehicle and wearing street clothes.
Working the Front End and being the last line of defense before our customers leave the store is not an easy job. We are the last ones that can turn around a bad experience. We are the ones who make sure that you have found everything that you are looking for. If you haven’t, we will do our best to find out if it is in stock and on the shelf. We are always smiling and laughing and even if our day is crap, you will never know.
But there are things, things that all customers do and they must stop. For the sanity of all cashiers please please stop.
Rules all customers need to follow (in no particular order):
- Do not ever say to your cashier when an item does not scan: Well if it does not scan it must be free . Than chortle like you are three and just discovered knock knock jokes. Not funny. We hear this statement over and over again. Have you ever looked up and your cashier is staring at you unblinkingly? That is because he or she is trying to summon up enough energy to smile as though it is the first time ever hearing that. Usually you get a grin full of teeth, gritted together so any smartass comments are kept in the vault.
- Please make full use of the conveyor belt on the till. Once the person in front of you has moved forward, please to unload your groceries. Believe it or not, but I am the one who is going to be yelled at by the five customers behind you because now they are late for some appointment or other. Also if tap is available on your card, use it. It makes life faster and easier for us all.
- When you are asked how your are paying, we actually need to be informed of the card type. I do not want to play guess my card type with you.
- I can understand your concern with how your groceries are packed. Bread and eggs should not be squashed. Pizzas should not be turned upside down. I know that cold stuff goes with cold stuff. I have been bagging groceries for 30+ years having done so when I went shopping as a kid with my mom. (I know that there are going to be those of you who think that I am exaggerating. Here is one example: A gentleman came through my till and I was trying to talk to him. I get to the pizza and he yells at me ‘put that pizza in a bag upright will you!’ My eyes blinked rapidly and out shot: ‘Oh I am sorry sir but the only way I know how to bag pizza is upside down so all the toppings fall off.’ Yes he still shops in the store. And he still comes through my till when I am in one. But now he smiles and talks to me.)
- In reference to #4 please also refrain from saying to me ‘oh you do know what you are doing.’ I do believe that you might think that this is a compliment but it is not. As well I have been bagging your groceries for well over five years on a weekly basis.
- When using your own bags, please have them out before your order. Do not hand them to me at the end of your order and expect me to repack them from the plastic that I just put everything into.
- I know that you are in a hurry. And so are the other 20 people who are patiently waiting in the line ups. We are working as hard as possible to get you through. Please do not now by-pass everyone waiting in the express line up and think that I am going to serve you because you can not manage your time. You will be sent to the back of the line up and made to wait. (Again you think I exaggerate, I wish. I have customers who throw tantrums because they have to wait. And we work very quickly to get through the line ups. I have had more than one customer also thank me for the way that we handle our express lines and the fairness rule. LOL)
I spend a lot of time censoring what comes out of my mouth at work. And despite the above rules I absolutely love my job. The company I work for is wonderful. My boss whom I have written about in regards to my depression is fabulous. He makes me a better manager to my staff. I may be a little biased, but I believe I have the best staff ever. And I am always laughing and smiling.
Honestly, I love my customers too. I have so many regulars. I cannot walk through the store without someone saying hello and wanting a chat. Those are the people who make my job a pleasure to do.
My rules are really for that 1% who labor under the delusion that they are the most important people around.
A while back I wrote about how my ex and me were getting along and I realized how much I had matured. Well today I took that one step further. Today I looked passed the man who made me unhappy and spoke to my friend.
This is a man who at one point and time I loved. It is not his fault nor is it mine that in the end we just were not happy together. We are such very different people with little in common.
Today was the first time that we had a conversation in a long time. And we both laughed. Not the fake ‘yeah get out of my face you are annoying me’ laugh but a real laugh. One that sets the other to laughing.
We also still have inside jokes and can say things to one another that we are unable to say to anyone else. There have been a few times, where I have been spitting mad and the only one I can vent to is him.
In talking with a girl friend today, she informed me that I was taking the mature route with him. All I had said was his girlfriend was good for him.
And I no longer had to take care of him.
This man is helpless as a baby attempting to organize a tea party. I sent him numerous texts regarding the dates he had T over the summer. I also sent him several screen shots of my calender so he had it. Finally his girlfriend messaged me asking what the dates were.
That is only one example.
I can afford to be nice and decent to him. I am happy and in a great place in my life. And I really am working hard to let go of negativity.
It was easy to be angry with my ex when I left. I was blaming him for my unhappiness. Which really is unfair because I had a hand in my own unhappiness. I could have stood firm when I tried to leave three months prior to everything imploding.
Now though…I am in my own space. I am writing daily. My relationship with my son and mom are amazing.
So yes, I can afford to be kind with M2. And I even like his girlfriend even though we have not really spoken. But she is excellent with T and that more than anything makes me like K3.(Lol too many K’s- best friend, Auntie and now M2’s girl friend. M1 being my bestie.)
M2 loves T with all his heart. And at the end of the day that is all that is important. He is doing his best to be a great dad. Our failure to make our marriage last aside he will always be my friend.
I am finally a real adult.
Paying all those bills. Supporting myself and T. None of that is really as adultish as what occurred last week. I got a real matching bed set. Not hand me down comforters, not comforters from when I was 17. Not mismatched sheets and pillow cases that I have picked up over the years. But a real bed set.
King size comforter. Two pillows, two shams, 4, count them 4 different pillowcases. Fitted and flat sheet. And it is purple. I love the color purple.
The minute I got home, the sheets and pillow cases were in the wash. I wanted my smells on them, not that plasticy smell from the bag. My old sheets and comforter, the pillow cases, striped off and tossed into the corner. (Not really mom, stop hyperventilating, I washed them and put them away). I was excited. I could not wait to see my vision come to life.
Last year, I got my first adult bed frame. It is romantic and gorgeous and totally me. A me that no one knew existed but does now. Before that, my mattress had rested on the old wooden frame of the waterbed we use to have. When I moved, I threw the wooden frame out and hunted around until I found this one. This was last year’s birthday present to myself. And while it did make me feel a little more adult-like, I was not still truly there.
I have a vision of what my bedroom should look like. It is soft colors and romance. It is my escape from the world. I go there to read, for quiet and sleep. As I am in an apartment I am not able to paint the walls a different color but if I could they would be a light grey with mauve trimming. A light mauve. The lighting would be scones on the walls. And sheer drapes covering the blinds.
Much like when I was younger, I get an image and I know what it is I want. I just do not know where or when I am going to find it. I have been yearning for the same pair of boots since I was 14 years old. They have yet to be designed. Although I can see them just fine in my mind.
On Thursday I went into the city with a friend and we went to Kildonan Place. I had not been in there in years. Over 20 so the changes were immense and surprising. We wandered through the mall, stopping to check out Bath and Body and various of the bedding places. Each one I took a quick look and shook my head. What I was looking for was not there.
On a whim, and one last shot, we meandered into Sears. I was not holding out much hope that I was going to find anything for my bed. We found a nice cotton bed set with a darker purple accent on white. Although it was a reversible comforter, it did not sit right with me. It did not call to me.
I walked towards the back wall and there it was. The color. The sheen. I looked at it and looked away. I was not really certain that I was seeing what I was seeing. It was perfect. The perfect color. And it called to me.
I went back to look at the first one but my heart yearned for the other. I decided then and there which one I wanted. And my first ever adult bed set came home with me.
I feel like a queen when I crawl into bed at night. The comforter is puffy and soft. The sheets are new and crisp and matching. The pillows, something which once I thought was a silly affectation make me giggle and smile. I burrow into the pillows, the comforter pulled up around my shoulders and I fall asleep with ease.
Ohhhhhhhhh and I want to make my bed, every morning because it is so pretty.
Next up, the upsizing of pillows so they fill the pillow cases.
***Picture is mine taken Aug. 19/17 my bro and nephews.***
There is literally only one thing that any older sibling wants to do in their lifetime. And that is to crush an illusion that a younger sibling holds so that they are unable to ever hold onto it again. Last night I got to do just that with my baby bro. With the help of his children. Apparently he has been suffering under the delusion that he is cool.
You read that right.
My 38 year old brother, father of 3 teenagers, believed he was cool. You will notice the past tense I am using.
Myself, my nephews and my niece, disabused him of that notion.
The conversation started off innocently enough. He had been texting me while I was at work and once I got home and settled we continued to talk. He was having a great evening with his therapist Wayne. Wayne Gretzky that is. Apparently the great one makes rye. Who knew?
First he thought that he could trick me. We were having a conversation about spelling. He told me he was a great speller. I informed him that auto-correct does not count towards his ability to spell. D than said to me ‘go ahead, give me any word and I can spell it correctly.’
At some point time in his life, D fell under the belief that he could trick me. Thus far, I have a score of about 1000 to his 0. My response, ‘dude if I give you the word it will already be spelled correctly and you will just copy it.’
I am sure he was sitting in the corner of his couch chortling away, thinking that he had finally caught me out.
Than he did something that drives me absolutely nuts. He began to shorten words and misspell them. When you are a writer that is enough to drive the knife in and twist it. I finally corrected his spelling and was informed that this is a new thing that the kids are doing these days. Shortening words. Cool lingo.
As far as I am concerned they just look illiterate.
I love my niece and nephews. I love my son. But they are kids. And kids are assholes. They think that they know everything and anything. I know this because I once was a kid. I was the biggest asshole around.
When I informed my bro of the fact that he just looked illiterate, he laughed and said ‘doesn’t matter I am still cool.’ I nearly fell off the couch I was laughing so hard. It is a good thing that I can type through tears because they were threatening to fall as I howled.
I made him ask his children if they thought he was cool. I also let him know that if they did say he was cool, they were liars. ‘You are a parent. You are the antithesis of cool.’
D asked. His children broke his heart. At 38 years of age, D must finally reconcile the facts. He is no longer cool. His children and me, we are cruel creatures he informed me. Crushing his dreams. All I could get out of him was that the kids told him ‘dad is not cool.’
It had to be done. D could not be allowed to suffer under this delusion any longer. After crushing his coolness dream, we discussed our weirdness. And how that is just who we were. And how it is kinda cool to be weird. But the kids cannot see that because to them normal is ‘cool.’
So with our weird freaks flying free D and me, we are cool. It is the kids that are not.
I love my king size bed. I can sleep corner to corner, in the middle, on the edge, on the left or the right. I can drag the comforter into a heap and huddle beneath it, or stretch out and there is always enough. I can make it or not in the morning. Not only that, it is the first adult bed that I have owned, and it is romantic. Yes, I said it. All curlie q’s and well, I fell in love with the frame the first time I saw it and knew we were destined to be together, forever.
I also really, really love fresh clean sheets. And comforter. And pillow cases. Snuggling down at the end of the day, stretched out with only the cats to fight for ownership of space. I always win that fight unless they feel feisty and than it is the toes that lose.
What I do not love? The making of the king size bed. Alone. With no help but your two cats who just sit there mocking you as you stretch the mattress protector over and nope it is the wrong way, again. I have been known to shanghai friends into helping me make my bed which may be why they now ask if I have washed my sheets that day prior to agreeing to come over.
The making of the king size bed as a single woman:
- Shake out the mattress protector and estimate which side looks longest
- Tuck under right upper corner first
- Walk around to left lower side and pull
- Watch as upper right hand corner slips loose
- Deep breath
- Walk back around to upper right (because you are OCD and this is where you always start: on the upper right hand side.
- Shake out mattress protector, give a quarter turn and tuck under corner.
- Move back to left lower and tuck in
- Breath sigh of relief when nothing shifts
- Move to upper left and pull
- Heave mattress up
- Tuck under
- Move to lower right and repeat
By now I am pretty satisfied that I am on the path to getting the bed made without any issues. I am only panting a little, like there has been a little foreplay, but not too much. (I am talking about making a bed of course I am going to use bedroom analogies.) Okay let’s tackle the pillows next.
You would think that stuffing a pillow into a pillow case would not be that difficult right? Not for me. It took me years, years to realize that the best way to get my pillow into its case was to crinkle up case like you do your jeans before sticking your foot in and than pulling up. However my pillows tend to be hostile to their cases and suddenly grow in fluffiness which leads to me sitting on the bed, pillow bent in half as I stuff it into the case and than shake shake shake. Now I am getting into the heavy breathing and sweating realm and not in a pleasurable way.
I eye the fitted sheet with trepidation. This one is a bitch to put on. I don’t even try folding a fitted sheet. Ever. When up at the cabin with mom we did her laundry and I had gone in to give her a hand folding it. I pulled out the fitted sheet looked at her as I calmly rolled it into a ball and said ‘I don’t do fitted sheets.’ Apparently, neither does she.
This is one of those sheets that likes to confuse. You think you have it the right way and start to make the bed but noooooooooo it isn’t going to work. So you give it a half shake and begin anew. Sometimes it does sometimes it doesn’t. I swear it does this to screw with me. So I learned me a trick (again finally after how long?????). I look for the tag and make sure that that corner is in the lower right. (No idea why)
Step Two to the making of a king size bed by a single woman part II
- Locate the tag on the inside corner of sheet
- Stand in middle of right side of the bed and shake sheet out
- Tuck in upper right
- Smile as you walk around
- Tuck in lower left side
- Tuck in upper left side
- Realize everything is going well but you are panting like there has been a lot of foreplay without the pleasure
- Walk around to lower right
- Heave up mattress and tuck in
- Smile satisfied that you have again successfully made your bed on your own without any help even though you need to work on your cardio or something because this panting is ridiculous.
Okay so the title is misleading. Obviously the making of a king size bed alone is not going to kill one. Otherwise I would not be here writing this article. But it is easier if you have a partner to help you. I was thinking of starting a business, a bed making helper. Not in a sexual way, just someone you could hire to help you to make your bed(s). Not sure how much I would charge or if anyone would really go for it, but I know I would.