Now & Forever

Feeling the brush of your lips

against the side of my neck

your hand holding my hair

caught tight in your fist

I tremble.

Desire flooding my body

betrayal

worst kind

still I want you

your hands

lips

body pressed to mine.

Teeth nipping sensitive skin

fingers digging

moans

struggling to keep them from you

not wanting to give in

fighting to control

knowing that I cannot.

I am powerless.

Flash that smile

chocolate eyes melting

I will fall to my knees

head bent in submission

defenseless

your voice curls

guttural

thick with passion

unable to stand

you have me at your mercy.

I am longing.

I am writhing.

I am yours.

Now 

&

Forever more.

©April 20/19

Picture via Pinterest and found by The Eclectic Contrarian.

I’m Sorry…..so very sorry

When I met you our time was so brief

but a moment in our present

that quickly became the past,

a silent kiss of desire hidden within a secret.

It was you I turned to during times of trouble

and even from afar

you strove to be my hero,

you worked to build my dreams.

I filled my head with thoughts of fancy

waiting and biding my time

til boredom and neglect

did make me seek out others.

The pain inflicted

wanting and yet trying so hard

to remain true and dear

when really, all you had to do was beckon.

I sowed my truth

and now must pay

for although I offered penence

you did not come near.

I lost you to delay

to fates interception

I lost more than you

I lost a way of life.

I am sorry.

I broke your heart.

I made you feel so low.

I made myself a prize for second place.

Good bye.

Til once more we meet

maybe this time will be different

maybe this time I can reopen your heart.

©Jay-lyn Doerksen

September 6/17