Woke up to a blanket of snow,
Felt the chill in the air
hoped that today would be better,
what I have done to deserve this?
Mired in depression,
buoyed by the high
bouncing and falling so quickly.
No one knows what it is like,
no one even knows how I cope.
Days go by.
Each one is the same
counting the seconds as they pass.
I can only hope that the cycle will break
and that for a time I will be normal.
I am not crazy,
I am not insane.
I am falling without a safety net
never to know what each day brings
lost within this damaged mind.