Silent Shivers

Seeking glances
a night
planned
not by me
by you
taking us
on a pleasure ride
cannot wait
darling I am panting
slide your hand
upon my thigh.
Glances
quick
fluid
I know
you know
how can we get away
without anyone understanding?
Eyes flash
hidden corners
caress of fingers
wetness
bite my lip
so hard
you stand aside
touch me
baby
there is no pride.
Maneuver
guide me
to darkened corner
out of sight
yet still can be seen
heightens
increases
desire
your fingers
press my face to your shoulder
muffled scream
as I cum.
Turn me around
grasp head by hair
slip skirt up
hiding front
ass in back…..
exposed
feel hard silk
stifle moan
can I hold on?
hard
fast
thrust within
puddle
done
pat my ass
walk away
I know
there is more to come.
©June 3/20
Picture via PInterest

Ka-booooooom!

***Please note this is not indicative to how I am feeling now. I am cursed (blessed)  living with depression. I have a wealth of emotions and feelings remembered.***
 
What do you see?
What I want you to…..
smiles
laughter
concern
advice
happiness
pretty picture painted.
All a lie.
Alone
giving into the voices
calling my name
threatening me
breaking free from the cage
I bound them in.
No longer sedated
shrill
sharp tones
ring through my head
pain
screaming
I will never forget.
Help me.
Horror
etched upon my face.
Tears
silent tracks drip drip.
Fear
curling inward fetal position.
Tired
can no longer move.
I give up.
No longer can I keep up
public facade
private reality
are about to collide.
©June 7/19
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