Judicator & Gutter

Twisted
snake like
curving
almost a bird
child version
dip in
towards the eye
back out
across curve of cheek
down along jaw line
pain
intense
braided scar.
Thoughtful
stiletto tapped
walk around
fingers trace
eyes
terrified
whimpers behind the gag.
Sardonic grin
euphoria
crested bubbles
through my veins
devilish laughter
echoes
I will decide your fate.
I was told
confronting the one who raped me.
Who knew?
Guess they were correct
as I buried
knife to hilt
through your heart
my heart
began to beat anew.
©May 20/20
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Brutalized Harmony

Agonized moan
crawling forward
digging fingers to dirt
pull self along
left to burn
left to bleed
indomitable will…..
I will not die.
Hands
so many hands
tearing
ripping clothes
pulling hair
closed fist to the face
I do not 
I did not
I should never have been brutalized.
Taken to a party
fed booze
pills
drugs
good time girl
rumor had it
not my truth
yet you did believe it.
Face blushed
covered in scarlet hue
eyes burn
pain
rage…..
must find help
must find it now
I shall not die
I will come for you
you may want to hide.
©April 3/20
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