Gold Only

Your voice
tentative
honey thick
coming down the line
asking me
would it be alright
to come and see?
I debated.
I thought really hard.
You broke my heart.
You scarred me
scared me…..
yet still
my body yearns for your touch
your lips on mine
feeling
oh god
that feeling
as legs combine.
I agreed
for
I have become
a woman
not content to settle.
I want a man
a strong one.
You came through the door
devil’s lips grin
tightening of the loins
gurrrrrrrlllllllllllllll……….
rein it in.
We had a night of passion
a night
no man will ever be able to recreate.
I saw hope
written on your face…..
Baby
that you think
I would ever again
take second place.
©April 14/20
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Cute I am Not…..

I am not a sweet little kitten.
I am not a marshmallow
with an ooey gooey center
sweet upon the tongue.
I am a warrior.
I fought through hell
to stand on my own
without safety handholds.
I am a dragon.
Breathing fire
vanquishing my enemies
who dare to laugh
to taunt
to derail the truth that I embrace…..
the reality that is mine.
I am a wolf.
Running free
bounding through snow
cavorting with my pack
bold
sleek
fast
I will not be caught
I will not be tamed.
I am wild.
I stand tall
ferocious
protecting myself
warning off those who come near
intent on destruction
poisoned lips whispering dead words
trying to break down
take down
that which is not understood.
I am a goddess.
I am a woman.
I am terrifying.
Seriously……
Stop it…….
Stop laughing……
I so can be ferocious. 
(Pouting & stomping feet)
©Dec. 9/19
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