He thought the world did love him
that what he wanted would be
his word was law
and law would be twisted to his views.
(oh not him really but others near)
he waves and laughs
to the hordes that are waiting
never seeing the sneers.
He did become famous
though not for the reasons he thought
it was all because of a lost photo
on which his sister did note:
‘Idiot boy for sale……
know it all
no money returns
and please don’t bring him back.’
I have always looked for comfort, not for partnership
It has always been easier to be the one who cares
Not the one who receives care because well that is just silly.
I was seven when my circumstance changed,
I was fourteen when I rebelled and fucked my brother up
I swore that he would never age the way that I did
And yet what did I do, I left the house, I ran away
he felt responsible and that broke my heart.
He and me we are the same……
he just doesn’t want to know.
I love that boy with all my heart
he is my rock, my guardian, he is my brother.