Untitled Dark Poem #10

Cat or mouse
huntress or prey
which shall I be
if you have your way?
Will I become voiceless
another broken body
found amongst the weeds?
Will I become torn
shredded and degraded
found amongst the building’s debris?
Will I become nameless
another woman
suddenly gone from this world
family to never know?
Did you feel that?
Look into my eyes
what do you see
lurking deep inside?
See the evil
the deadly design
I will come for you
hunt you
haunt you
until the bitter end.
Be it at the end of a rope
or a blade across the wrist
know that your death
a manufactured suicide
was just a game
played for my pleasure;
I only let you think that you would win.
©May 11/22
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Yes Honey

Fear.
You gave me that.
Loathing.
You gave me that too.
Hatred.
Mistrust.
Self-destruct button.
All of these I attribute to you.
Cooing soft words
sucked me in
serpent’s tongue
flicks so good
insidious abuse below the surface.
First it was how I looked.
What to show.
What not to.
Until I was afraid to leave the house.
Next you shore me of friends.
So subtle I did not realize how alone
until I needed someone to help.
Warned I had been
no good you would be
destruction of self
murder of worth
well honey you sure the fuck did.
I struggled
finally gained strength to leave
when upon bended knee
crocodile tears did flow
begging me to stay
that you loved me true
please baby don’t go
your eyes awash.
Barbs to my soul
I gave up my life for you…..
my life…..
When I gouge the barbs free
transformation can begin…..
Wait…..
oh hell no…..
rip barbs free
no longer allowed to cling
to continue to harm
self destruction will stop now!
You have been my jailor
imprisoned within memories of your making.
I am beautiful.
I am a warrior.
I believe this truth.
I know this to be true.
Bleed from a thousand spots
barbed no more
shred time beneath my heels
square my shoulders
looking forward…..
to happiness
to life
to love
to all I deserve.
©June 25/20
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***This poem was written for one of my soul sisters. Ya know those sisters who you meet and you just know you are family. She needs to be reminded that she is a kick ass Warrior Queen. Love you. ***
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