Submissive independence

Puny man
bow before me
humble yourself upon my alter
should you forsake me
know that you will find no reprieve.
I walk silently
in shadows
in dreams
I hold my head high
my heart higher
yet find myself kneeling before you.
Tender caress of your fingers
over smiling cheek
head down
hands
metaphorically bound
sat upon
never to move.
You have taken me
walking around
shuddering my body be
I hiss
pissed that you have this ability
this itch
that you made me feel.
Smile
sadistic
not really
smile
Daddy to babygirl
pressed against the wall
I cannot move
without your say
without your okay.
I lived for your command.
Silent
stand aside
whilst I walk by…..
stiletto heels
click-ity clack
burn your track
you were never worthy of me.

©March 11/20
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Teared Truth

Truth finally seen
staring me in the face
the eyes
bald face lies
I told myself.
I mean so little
you cannot even say hello
yet sit here I do
waiting on you…..
Tears
slither
silent drops
aching
brutal gnawing
black hole deep within.
No I am not perfect
no I am not the best
I am not even a catch
(chuckle chuckle)
what I am is real
what I am is truth
what I am…..
a lost chance
a misplaced dream
an unspoken wish
spooling away
leaving you a lonely future
while I dance with many.
It does boggle
my mind that is
to cast away one such as I
I ask for nothing
asked for nothing
nothing at all…..
nothing is what I got
except tear falls.
©Jan. 13/20
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