And it was

Before leaving for work today I made an announcement.

Jay, I said, today is going to be filled with joy and laughter. There will be no getting upset. No getting angry. At all levels you will have peace.

I did have a few small annoyances  because people do not read. Or understand rhe concept of facing.  But I reminded myself to never mind.

I am working very hard to more me. More alive. More aware. I am journaling a lot and asking questions. The questions arise from my oracle cards and I have had a lot of insight.

Mother. Wife. Now ex. Daughter. Sister. Friend. Employee. Sister.

Parts of me. But not the me me.

I have written these chords before wondering who I am and what I want.  I am no closer to figuring it out but I am enjoying looking within, at myself.

I mean I am fascinating after all. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣