Day: August 3, 2018

Crazy

I became lost in the sense of you
the smell of you
the desire of you
the feel of you
only to watch you walk away
leaving me empty and alone.
Pain
heartache so intense
laying on the floor
tears seep
soaking my face
my hair
I try to come to terms
with my new existence
my life without you.
My mania reared its ugly head
insanity
voices tearing me apart
despite my best efforts
to choke it
to keep it hidden
my crazy will always out.