Not so Nice am I…..

Hallowed eyes
disturbed
glittering evil
no one sees
you could not see
having no idea
what you have released.
Did you laugh?
Did you giggle?
Did you think I would be a fool?
I saw the truth
never fear
only
I knew what I had to do
I knew how to make you pay
I bet you never figured on that.
I watched
I saw
you think I am being redundent
I want you to know
woman’s gift
oh hell no.
A fool.
A player.
An asshole times ten.
I watched you
I waited for you to stumble and fall
for then
I would have you
bleed you
devour you as mine.
Oooooops
did you forget that?
I am not as nice as I seem.
You thought
dumb ass you are
here she is
the one I can fool
she is so sweet
how can I fuck her up?
I am so sorry.
Nope…..
no…..
I am not.
I smiled
I grinned
I had a devilish laugh
when I returned to you.
I saw your eyes dim
I saw your confusion
as I crushed your hopes
interring you alive instead.

©Oct. 24/19
Picture via PInterest

Author: Jay-lyn Doerksen

I am a single hard working mom in her 40's. I have always written poetry and I love words. I live with depression and its ups downs. This is a space where I can create and write all that I need to.

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