Master of None

Derision
written on my face.
Disgust
as I watch
as I listen
to you whine
to you plead
to you escape culpability
for the actions
that has destroyed so many.
Tear down reality.
Tear down truth
Tear down justice.
This shall be how you are remembered.
History will waste no time on you.
A mere footnote.
A buffoon.
Simpering
flirting
pursuing disaster.
Clown of the courts.
You do not see. 
You refuse….
unable to hear
the muted laughter
the scorned words
escaping sideways
from the lips of your confidants
focusing on illusions
focusing on the madness of your own mind.
Expect me to applaud?
You are nothing.
You are not the great hero
you have built
portrayed
believe yourself to be.
Little man
thought to be easily lead.
Turns out ‘they’ were wrong.
You are not easily lead.
You do not listen to reason
believing in your own invincibility.
Time is come
you will be done
cheers heard at your fall.
You are no Julius Caeser.
Nero you be
playing the fiddle 
while the world burns
at your feet.
©May 31/19
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Prayers Unheard

Tides ebb
tides neap
calling to the dead
calling to the living
messages left by deities
long gone
long vanquished
long aborted 
by the modern world. 
Do you hear them?
Or….
Are you blind
are you deaf
are you hiding behind the mundane
like everyone else?
Words
warped
twisted
made to feel
if not like the others
there is something wrong
there is something deformed
there is something awry……
It is not me
in reality it is you.
I would wager a guess
you have no idea…..
wilful ignorance
may seem best.
Head in the sand like the ostrich.
Only know…..
being obtuse
afraid to take a stand
lead to the last elimination
of gods
of rich men.
Devastation.
Lands Flooded.
Waterways dried up.
No longer can you look the other way.
Hell on Earth 
reality.
©May 30/19
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Forever Yours

I see you
the beast within
stirring
drooling
slitted eyes
hunting for your prey.
Baying at the moon
hungry for power
hungry for desire
hungry for lust
all consuming
a fire at your touch.
I supplicate myself at your feet
throat bared
hands bound
I am yours
to take
to use
to love
as you will.
I will love you back.
Nestled in your arms
satiated
purring in delight
luxuriating
in your pleasure
bodies still aglow.
Your tongue licks my skin
your hands play a concert
delicious shiver up and down my spine.
Take me now.
Take me how.
Take me forever……
Always I will bend….. 
always will I be…..
yours.
©May 29/19
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Stormed Fate

Sea storms
water raging
broiling with cold
lightening crackles across the sky
thunder roars
clapping
breaking over the water
reverberating
felt through to my core.
Tumultuous
waves crash
crackle
tossing me around.
I am lost
within the black depths
no sunlight reaching
I am stagnating
help me please.
Straining
I swim for the surface
ignoring
words
wailing
pain
fear
I will survive
I swear I will get there.
I have gone backward
in a time when I was meant to go forward
vicious slurs
nasty gossip
everyone seems to know
more about me than I do.
I once broke free
stood tall
claimed my past
no longer allowing it to define me.
Yet…..
I find myself
battling the same demons
battling the same nightmares
screaming in silence
mouth rent open
no one will help me
no one will save me.
Sink slowly…..
oblivion.
I give up.
There is no saving. 
There is no savior.
There is nothing.
I am gone.
Good bye.
©May 28/19

Submission

Hunger
all consuming
needing
a hand to caress
a hand to lead
a hand to cease the pain.
Wrapped in soft velvet
cuffs around my wrists
cuffs around my ankles
bound 
stretched
waiting for you . 
Burning touch
searing to the bone
this need
this desire 
that I feel for you.
When the world looks in
others do not see
what it is
that you feed to me.
How when you dominate
you are not degrading me
you are not hurting me
you are giving me a freedom
to be who I am
the real I am….
not the facade shown to polite society
for shock is not what I am after.
I allow you…..
I give to you…..
my freedom
my body
my life
my submission.
©May 27/19
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Word of the Day Challenge #33 (Untitled)

I watch beyond the windows
bare street
carless
peopleless
a void
stretched before me
with no way to cross
no way to find home.
Cringing
worrying
I feel demeaned
as though my life
all a dream
a fantasy
a tale woven
from fabric that comes unwound
stretched from corner to corner
covering my breast.
Lost
wandering the mists
I am parched
hungry
needing something
only
I do not know what.
Cling to false idol
cling to songs of love
ballads ring upon my ears
even as I fall
freely
wings of wind
dashed upon the rocks.
Watching plumes of water spray
diamonds dance in the sun.
Return to times of innocence
return to times of joy
return to life
return to death
return forever more.
©May 26/19
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Black Breath

Dimly lit
hidden desires
soaked in whisky dreams.
Ice clicks
chimes
fall against the side of crystal
bells tolling for the pain.
Easy down
burning
right into the gut
warm embrace
head lolling back
never forget…..
this is a way out.
Agonizing remembrances
black out
shrill screams
why will they not get out?
Why do they cling
pierce my skin
roiling over me
making my dirty?
Haunted eyes
hallow inside
tears flow.
No one witnesses.
No one recognizes.
Bottle after bottle
hidden away
thrown away
too many to count..
Seductive beauty
charming mistress
dancing over my tongue.
Closing in.
Tender fingers tangle
turning my memories
my self-loathing
my disgust
into forgotten moments
wished forgotten when I awoke.
Disgusted mutterings
deeply felt hate
self serving cycle
beginning all over again.
©May 25/19