Ride or Die

Never 

have I lied

as to who was I

always what you see

is what you get.

Loyalty.

Love.

Adoration.

Trying to help

make life better.

We met

a tumultuous love affair

one that haunts me to this day.

Whirlwinds of romance

dancing beneath the moon

skating upon the frozen lake

all while holding you dear.

I am who I am.

I never did lie.

I am the woman that will ride or die.

Trust

abused

broken

thrown in my face

sneer upon your lips.

I never meant as much to you

as you did to me

this is something that I must place

within a framework of understanding.

I still do not get

how you could walk away

say good bye so easily?

Who I am

is exactly who you see

no fantasy 

only reality.

Would have given you everything

would have given you my all.

You twisted my words

made me feel small.

So I had to leave.

No relationship.

No friendship.

A solid good-bye.

Time has come

no longer any tears

sympathy is what I feel

for the ruination of something so good.

Ride or Die.

That is my creed.

I loved you with everything I had.

I loved you with my soul.

You could have had me forever

instead…..

you shunned my heart.

Ride or Die.

You will never know another woman like me.

©May 1/19

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