I Give Up

Time has come

excise my demon

excise the dreams

excise the fingerprint you have left

etched into my soul.

I give up.

There is no more…..

no more trying

no more helping

no more reaching

I give up.

Dreams become illusions

illusions become dreams

none

nothing

is going to come true.

When you are the one

pull me close

push me away

what should I fucking do?

I give up.

Ripped apart

reaching

desiring

oh my god.

I guess there is nothing

nothing I can say

that won’t be

turned against me.

Screw you…..

Fuck you…….

I Give Up.

©April 20/19

Picture via Pinterest found by The Eclectic Contrarian.

Now & Forever

Feeling the brush of your lips

against the side of my neck

your hand holding my hair

caught tight in your fist

I tremble.

Desire flooding my body

betrayal

worst kind

still I want you

your hands

lips

body pressed to mine.

Teeth nipping sensitive skin

fingers digging

moans

struggling to keep them from you

not wanting to give in

fighting to control

knowing that I cannot.

I am powerless.

Flash that smile

chocolate eyes melting

I will fall to my knees

head bent in submission

defenseless

your voice curls

guttural

thick with passion

unable to stand

you have me at your mercy.

I am longing.

I am writhing.

I am yours.

Now 

&

Forever more.

©April 20/19

Picture via Pinterest and found by The Eclectic Contrarian.